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Lonely..

Wed Jun 10, 2009, 7:53 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Down - Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne
My once seemingly perfect life is completely falling apart.
I cant remember the last time I genuinely smiled.
I havent stopped crying in two weeks straight. I havent taken a real breath in two weeks straight. I have never felt so empty and hopeless in my entire life.
My boyfriend and I had the most perfect situation, until reality shook me hard. He has been distant since he graduated, moving on to bigger and better things, leaving me behind. Completely broken. The worst part is I love him more than I love anything else in this whole world and I dont know how to handle it. He seems to be slipping away and theres nothing I can do to stop it anymore.
Going to that depressing lonely school without him is the most horrible torture.
I cant see myself without him. I refuse to.
And I can no longer be happy anymore.
I need help.
Or I dont know what Ill do.

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  • Interests: photography. guitar. music. vampires. books. john.
  • Favourite movie: the devil wears prada. the covenant. john tucker must die. the butterfly effect. v for vendetta (+)
  • Favourite band or musician: pretty much anything, i love music.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock: alternative. indie.
  • Favourite artist: criss angel.
  • Favourite poet or writer: anne rice. jk rowling. stephenie meyer. dan brown. edgar allan poe. bram stoker. (+)
  • Favourite photographer: mike rosenthal. alex evans.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Favourite cartoon character: SpongeBob.

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~nadu19loves90u Oct 1, 2008, 6:18:15 PM
hey..!
um.. i'm gonna delete my deviantart account because of some idiots who called most of my art copywrited when the pics i took them during our vacations and travels but they dont seem to get it into their heads.. soo i'll message you with my new one if i ever get one again..

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it's an obligation
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=petitpomme Sep 2, 2008, 8:17:24 AM
Thank youuu! :aww:

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Crushing all deceivers, smashing non-believers...
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~arkane0078 Jul 24, 2008, 2:30:00 AM
Hey, Rem....what's up :?...like what's wrong....

<3

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
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~arkane0078 Jun 29, 2008, 12:47:28 AM
you're welcome of course :D Rem
:hug:
i've been okay ^_^ I submitted a new pic of me that i actually took myself, well because you suggested to me that i should, so i did :D
Well how have you been, Rem x?x

:heart:

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
I Will Love You.....(") (")..(") (")
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~arkane0078 Jun 19, 2008, 4:25:15 PM
i'll try to get on facebook more :D ^_^

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
I Will Love You.....(") (")..(") (")
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~arkane0078 Jun 6, 2008, 8:59:30 PM
well i'm not sure what i'm doing this summer except i know that my twin and i are going to see the jonas bros. in sacremento and that's all i can remember. what are you doing this summer x?x :D

:heart:

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
I Will Love You.....(") (")..(") (")
=~:heart:~=~zidane-kuja-fan=~:heart:~=
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~arkane0078 Jun 6, 2008, 8:57:32 PM
:aww:....thank you very much for that compliment. oh you're becoming a junior too x?x i thought you were becoming a senior *this whole time i thought you were a grade higher* i can wait a little :D well i've uploaded 6 deviations you should check them out ^_^ that's good that you're doing better :hug: how was that movie x?x

:heart:

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
I Will Love You.....(") (")..(") (")
=~:heart:~=~zidane-kuja-fan=~:heart:~=
:iconarkane0078:
~arkane0078 Jun 2, 2008, 5:46:21 PM
REM!! :D
well i just started to get back on this account again....the reason for that is becuase the past 9 months i had stopped drawing period....and just recently (April) i just started drawing again ^_^ and it feels great!!! school's out in 3 days for me...yay!! i'm becoming a junior!! :hug: i will take some pictures just for you :aww: i've been doing good.
How have you been xX?Xx
Thank you for the warm welcome
:heart:

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
I Will Love You.....(") (")..(") (")
=~:heart:~=~zidane-kuja-fan=~:heart:~=
:iconarkane0078:
~arkane0078 May 29, 2008, 7:34:45 PM
Rem!!! I haven't been on here in forever!!!! :iconnewglomp: how are you xX?Xx I miss the heck out of ya' :D :hug: please stop by i miss hearing from you and still you look pretty as ever ^_^

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Hey Ungraeful.....
Hey Unfaithful.....( \_/)...(\_/ )
Hey Unloving......(O.o)....(-.^)
I Will Love You.....(") (")..(") (")
=~:heart:~=~zidane-kuja-fan=~:heart:~=
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